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After This Dog

He was here for all of it. I want to be here for the rest.


Our older dog is almost 15.

He doesn’t have much time left.

He’s been here through it all—moves, birthdays, long nights, sick days, toddler years, late-night feeds.

When he goes, I know the kids will want another.

But I don’t think I will.

I’ve already told myself—I’ll stand firm on this one.

Because in a few years, they’ll be out of the house. Eight years, maybe. That’s the math.

And I don’t want another chapter of muddy paws and morning walks.

Not when the house is quiet. Not when it’s just us again.

But then I think… should I give in?

Should I soften a little?

I don’t know yet.

For now, I’m just trying to stay present with the dog who’s still here.

He was here for all of it.

I want to be here for the rest of him.


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